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Friday, August 17, 2007

been some time since i've last blog.

cut down alot on time spent on the computer, but still getting scolded at every little time i am on it.
seems weird isnt it, talking to your friends online on msn. the way of being updated. and also, smsing. other than that, what else will be better than real life? but there's only one you.

yeah, i know i am screwing my life upside down, left, right, centre.
promos are coming.
and i suddenly seem to feel the danger of having the ability to fail.
to think i can be one step away from failing. which is ITS possible for me to fail.
failing use to be an impossibility.
nearly got myself into things i'd never dream of getting into.
detention? hardly dream of it. and i am on a verge to it.
retain? oh yea, that's when if i am not able to promote. which is now a possibility.
so so so. it all boils down to? complacency still?
then, i seem to be messing up other people's life too.
being indecive and all.
not really doing much.

not making much sense these days anyway.
sotong? maybe. but that isnt what i want to be.

wake up man. wake up.